The Klondike

February 15, 2019 Jesse and his scout group headed up Fairview Canyon for an overnight camp out in the snow.  I can't believe how much snow was up there, it is insane!  Jesse said he had so much fun!  They dug out their snow caves and slept in them like real rugged and tough mountain man survivors :)

 Jesse

 Simeon Olsen and Nathan Allen

 Brother Pells and Josh Pells
 Kenyon Olsen and Josh Pells





 Brother Olsen and Kenyon Olsen

Emergency Spinal Surgery

On February 8, 2019  after Ryan’s shower, and right before bed, Ryan had excruciating back pain come on suddenly. He had a hard time breathing and couldn’t move his legs. Manti Ambulance did a fabulous job taking care of Ryan and getting him to Gunnison Hospital. After many phone calls between Gunnison Hospital, Ryan’s oncology team, neurology, and a spinal surgeon, they decided Ryan needed to be transported back to University of Utah for an emergency MRI. Gunnison ambulance was fabulous as well! The MRI confirmed a large tumor pressing on his spinal chord and was causing problems from his waist down.

Surgery was recommended, and early in the morning on February 10th Ryan rocked the OR again. Okay, he napped while the doctors did all the work, but he has been such a trooper the entire time!  

The surgeon had to remove part of 3 of Ryan’s vertebra (T4, T5, and T6), and they got the entire tumor in one big sac. Bleeding was minimal and the surgeon said it couldn’t have gone any better!  So grateful for Doctor Mayhan and his team, they were exceptional!

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Ryan has not been in much pain and is in good spirits. He has been talking, laughing, and cracking jokes. Even after brain surgery two weeks ago, he is still the sharpest person in the room, and I’m not even joking! The nurses love Ryan because he is such a sweetheart! He feels so blessed and can see many small and big miracles over this last couple of days. He knows his Father in Heaven is so aware of him and that he still has work to do. He still knows that he is going to beat this cancer, even after a couple tough road blocks.

Ryan was discharged from the hospital on Feb, 12 (two days after his surgery). Again, he recovered exceptionally well.

They placed a drain in his back 

Ouch!

Still smiling!  


I was chasing Gunnison Valley Ambulance and made it shortly after they did

Another date night in the hospital




A video clip of Doctor Judy removing the drain.  Kind of gross!

Jesse's 8th Grade Valentine Dance

February 8, 2019

Jesse has the best group of friends and they always have so much fun together!  They all helped each other get ready for the dance and then rode in style....LOL.  I love these handsome boys so much, especially Jesse.  What a wonderful young man he is!  I could not be more proud!


Jesse has always loved getting dressed up, and he loves going to the dances!

A forced picture with his mom....hahaha.  What a good sport!

My goodness he is handsome!  He has grown up so much and all the girls are just crazy about him.  Oh, and he is pretty much crazy over them too.  He likes the ladies :)

How awesome are they?  Crazy kiddos!
Dallin Nelson, Simeon Olsen, Matthew Bishop, and Jesse Howick



Goof balls!



Looking good boys!

Staples.... Over and Out!

February 5, 2019

Everybody had told Ryan how horrible it would be to get the staples removed from his head.  He was absolutely terrified, and all for nothing.  


My Favorite Haircut Ever!

One of the biggest regrets of my youth was holding myself back because I was fearful of what others might think of me. I was scared of failure and being rejected. I didn’t embrace being different and unique, instead I wanted to be just like everybody else.
We all want to fit in and be accepted, but I didn’t learn until my 30’s just how important it is to be ourselves. My patriarchal blessing says “If I were you, I wouldn’t worry what others think so much as what the Lord thinks, that is what really counts”. I have really worked on just being my best me, and pleasing the Lord, even if it means I am different. He didn’t want us all to be the same, and I think it is so important to shine in our own way. I blossomed when I decided I would let people see the real, crazy, different, and special me. My life became happier and more fulfilling on so many levels.
If I could give one piece of advice to my own kids and teenagers out there, it would be to just go for it. Try out for that play, sing out loud, have an opinion, stand up for truth, be different and be okay with it! Be you! Say yes to things that scare you and give yourself the opportunity to grow and change. Don’t worry what others think of you. Don’t wait until you are 30 to finally be okay with who you are. Heavenly Father made you exactly the way He needed you to be, embrace it and let yourself shine. You are amazing just the way you are!


Gorgeous Amarillo

Ryan's Grandma Renie Dahlberg gave us this flower start for Christmas.  It was so much fun watching it grow so tall at a rapid pace.  When we got home from the hospital after Ryan's surgery, it was fully bloomed and oh so beautiful!


A Girl and Her Dog

Josie loves this very nasty nasty dog of ours.  He sure smells terrible, but that doesn't stop her from cuddling with him.  He was dead asleep on her neck and it really was quite cute.




Emergency Brain Surgery

January 24, 2019 

We took Ryan to have a brain scan at Gunnison Valley Hospital the morning of January 24, 2019.   He had been in a lot of pain previously and it showed no signs of giving up. His eyes were swelling and NOTHING was helping him with the pain. Ryan was going downhill fast!  The scan showed two very large tumors that had hemorrhaged in Ryan's brain and was causing a lot of pain and swelling.  His entire mid line had been pushed clear over to the other side of his head. To make a very long and difficult story short, he was taken by ambulance to the University of Utah Hospital.  The afternoon of the 25th he underwent a very successful brain surgery.  We have seen God's hand in our lives and especially through this trial.  We are not alone and we are so grateful for the blessings He has given us and for His timing with everything.  Mighty miracles have been witnessed.

Sorry these pics are out of order



Right out of surgery, Ryan was in a lot of pain and was terrified.  Nobody had told him how the surgery had gone and if he was okay.  Within an hour or so, the pain was under control and was maintained throughout the rest of his surgery.  We were originally told that he would be in ICU for two days and in the hospital for an additional week or so receiving physical and occupational therapy.  Well, he did so well that he was discharged from the hospital two days after his surgery.  That was unheard of to all!  He made it home for the super bowl and his team won!  Go Patriots!



Smiling at his parents house in Sandy shortly after his release.





Sporting my pink hoodie, because zip up's were easier than his over the head hoodies.


He absolutely loved having family visit him in the hospital.  He hated for them to go at the end of the day. 

Surviving brain surgery calls for pizza of course.

Days before his surgery.  We had been working closely with kinesiologists who had started working with his lymph system.  They told us that the headaches would be terrible while we worked through it.  He lay in bed for days doing his best to tolerate the headaches.  Laying down and sleeping provided him relief.  They also told us that the droopy mouth, loss of taste, and vomiting was his body dealing with the toxins.  Boy were they wrong.  When he could no longer handle the pain at home, we went in for a scan and found out it was much much more than toxins.  This guy was in big trouble and is so blessed to be alive today.


Dr. Foltz was the surgeon who saved Ryan's life....  We will forever be grateful!
When Ryan first saw him, he thought "Oh, no, I am in trouble if this old guy is the one cutting my head open".....  hahaha.  He was absolutely great!


After a 1.5 hour MRI.  Waiting for surgery.  Ryan doesn't remember much two days before his surgery.  




This poor guy was such a trooper.  He didn't have energy to say much before his surgery, but that didn't stop him from saying please and thank you to every single person who helped him, weather it be me adjusting his blankets, or the nurses drawing his blood.  He is the sweetest, gentlest, kindest man I have ever known. 

Thank goodness he had his Ninja Turtle and San francisco  49ers blankets!


Talking soccer with his bro hours after his surgery.  It made my heart smile.  Love this man!

The Klondike

February 15, 2019 Jesse and his scout group headed up Fairview Canyon for an overnight camp out in the snow.  I can't believe how much ...